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Name: Stephanie
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Columbus
Birthday: 7/11/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Ultimate Frisbee, Chi Omega, Learning my guitar, Calvin and Hobbes, Sleeping, Playing the piano, God, Music, and of course being a die hard OSU football fan...
Expertise: ummm... nothing right now... maybe one day I'll be an expert at bartending or producing...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 11/29/2003

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

I haven't updated in a while.

Life is... okay.

The ex is engaged to his ex from before me.

I'm going to school full time and working part time. School is stressful. It leaves me with NO time for a life. Except Saturdays. And even then it's iffy.

I'm not dating anyone. Been single now for almost 6 months. It's okay I guess. I like it most of the time, but its lonely. I don't want to get into a relationship with the wrong person in fear of missing out on the right one, but I'm the type of girl that likes being with just that one guy. Until that guy turns into an asshole and then I'm the first one to be kicking his butt to the curb. I get told that any guy would be lucky to have me so I'm not gonna waste time on people who treat me like crap.

I don't know what more to say. No insightful words of advice from me tonight. Its officially my birthday. Happy Birthday to me.


Monday, April 13, 2009

Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.


Friday, April 10, 2009

I wish you would answer my texts. Say something. Anything. I was falling for you. And you left me hanging.

Did I do something wrong?

I wish I had answers for everything in life. I've reached one of the lowest points in life and I know that things can only go up from here, but I wish I had you by my side when they do go up.

My ex is dating his ex before me again. I shouldn't care right? I mean I broke up with him. But I do. She treated him like crap. And he went back with her. I had more respect for him than that.

But once again, I will never understand guys. Is it even possible to ever understand someone?

Answer your messages already. Please.

I miss you.


Thursday, February 12, 2009

"Pessimism Never Won Any Battle"


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

As if I didn't get enough of that whole college thing the first time around...

I start back to school in January for my associates in Nursing. That is granted I can focus on the information and some how understand it. Science and math are my worst subjects and unfortunately they are the biggest part of the degree I'm going for. Go figure.

I still live at home too. Which is dumb. I'm 23. I want to move out. I need to move out.

I also want to get away. I have a job that sucks and doesn't give me any hours. And I have so much crap to do for school still. I think if I had a longer attention span it wouldn't be so bad.

"Love is a fire, but whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell..."
-Joan Crawford



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